...Mixed Feelings

lol...its 6am ..Trouble sleeping...a lot of stuff going through my head..school,FRIENDS especially..family all that stuff...thinking on what to do with my life..it's like a Split Road..Left or Right? you tell me..i can't go on having too many sleepless nights like these..just thinking..Sigh..The thought of my friends can't even take away what i'm feeling now...just sitting alone here with darkness..all around me..and all i hear is the morning breeze and the crows 'cawing' away...i really don't know what to do...it's just like another split road leading to another...and another...Sigh..what should i do now? i really don't know, i question myself like that everyday..and all i do is just wait for answer..just waiting...should i just run away from this feeling and hide? like i always ask myself What Should I Do Now?? .::HELP::.

Happy Birthday Marcus!

Hans and Me decided to go out and give marcus a treat...Hans was late..so me and marcus went and collected the movie tickets for Primeval lol i don't wanna write about Primeval not very nice..Kinda stupid in a way. Anyway i told marcus Let's go SCOUTING =) haha...so we did as we were walking around in the cinema floor i saw this girl WOW! If only ihad the Balls to go up to her and say hi AHHHHHHH! She was Hot man! She was wearing a nice Blue Halter Top, Nice Blue Jeans just Nicely Hugging her Beautiful Legs and butt of course! (: as she was walking past me i was just mezmorised by her Dark Brown eyes WOW! She let out a nice sweet smile at me..(: wow man the FEELING!!! Sigh...I have Been in the " HIGH " State ever since! SIGH...............
after movie i went to tropicana 'cause i got not enough time. Anyway, That day was like........SIGH........................ anyway i gotta go now..bye!!

Ghost Rider!!

YEAH!! Finally i saw the moviee! 'Cause Eva Mendes is in it =). Best of All with my best buddy! Hans AKA (HansSoftButt) = / It was on a monday the first day of the school break, i slept over at his place..when i got there we fooled aroud and then he got off the com and we took a cab. Anyway, we got the tickets and we walked, talked ate at McD's just! a LIGHT snack lol anyway...it was time! haha..after the movie, Movie scenes flashing through my mind haha..thinking about the nice scenes especially Eva in her black dress! the movie was ok aboutt 8/10 i had fun! after that we went back, we stayed up talking chatting with people playing maple...then we slept. Morning..Mum called pick me up at 5, went home feelin' soo tired.Overall my School Break was Okay...lah i miss all of my friends =) and unfortunately i kind wanna go back to school! hahah see y'all!

AHH...back.

Hey everyone! i decided to kick my ass back to my blog =( haha...hmm..school is okay i guess..o yeah KATHY! haha that babe i miss her (: erm..o yeah CNY haha HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! haha so blurr..On Eve my Godma Hanim decided to take me and Summer out for lunch+shopping at Star Hill! lol that place is nice la but very quiet a very strange thing in a bigg mall haha they have LACOSTE! Guy Laroche! Timberland and some jewelry shops and a lot more...after that we ate lunch at SHOOK! hear of it? no? me too but very high class u know!AFTER that we went to Planet Hollywood! haha Summer had a coke float! Godma had a Choocolate Shake..then we walk around in a mall looking at stuff then we saw this like fair selling casual clothes so Godma bought for me 2 T-shirts love 'em! then i told her i gtg FOS to buy my Boxers...afte we bought it, we went home geting rdy for dinner! the spread was chun! but i dun have to pics here gonna upload SOON. hmm...So after that it was gambling all the way..My House Julian Gan's House gamble..made 1 lousy dollar =( total i made Rm47 i started with 3 dollars lol..LOUSY! you know...i feel so guilty after 1 week withour EXERCISE! ahh hated it i didn't get my excercise flabby now..AHHHH stupid holidays! ughhh...anyway i really duno what to blog now i'll post the pics soon?bye!

NORBIT!

...haha hey everyone! finally back on blogging after i got stucked on the accountS long story =_=..anyway yesterday i went to 1u after school with my friends as a Belated Valentine's Day outing..Adam,Sean,Samuel W, Kathy,Summer,Juice,Nina,Carrot,jer mayn and me. Before the movie we all split up and walk around and then met up again later at 4:40 so me Nina and Carrot walked around looking for my friend Normah at Dorothy Perkins we went the whole of 1u to fine that shop haha..actually it was just right below the cinema floor!! o yeah! and i met my radio DJ friend kamal! nice to see you man! haha so it was abt 4:35 we all met up and 3 of usbought hot dogs then we were goin in pass the tickets everything suddenly one malay guy wanted to search nina's bag *the taste of hot dogs went away* haha but her school books were covering them! haha anyway i'll cut to the movie, Norbit is an Orphan who is engaged to a monstrous woman (Rasputia) meets the woman of his dreams and he finds a way to be with her, it's basically slap-stick movie. haha funny-funny overall okay la 6.5/10 there she/he is with 'Excuse me? of course im wearing my bottoms!' =P haha it was the part where they were in the water park XD hhaha NEXT Ghost Rider!

Hey!!

Hey, damn my first time blogging..well actually 2nd time but first one was like..err not real.haha anyway. Hi, i am zane im new to this..so help mee out please? haha what you see in my blog may or may not be permanent but im gonna change a few things, like my title! that one got me stucked in creating this blog...haha. So, i'll be posting stuff but right now..just thinking on what to post.So, see you all..