Reaching..

you know...missing my badminton for 1 week sucks, it seriously sucks. yesterday i played, i screwed up f*cking big time...just ruined my whole evening.

So anyways, i just keep telling myself...' Tomorrow will be a new day, a happy one, a better one than yesterday' well, i didnt really get it = / it's about this conversation i had with my Mum

I met up with my mum at Damansara Heights for my dental appointment, after that we waited for the driver to come..while we waited, i told her ' mum i need money, Lots of it...will you give me some?(i'm saving for the Camera) ' and from there, the conversation started...she asked me why and i refused to answer and she said is it the Camera? yeah...and then she told me to explain to her the Difference Between Digital P&S (compact camera) and DSLR ( Digital-Single-Lens-Reflex) after explaining...she was talking about the work or show up that i do? i think what she meant was she asking me to take shots for her, which i did show interest but..never did what she told me to do..and she ask me ' zane i duno la, but it's like u got no interest or passion to help me or something :S...( i kinda forgot the full sentence, but refer to my answer. you'll roughly know what she's saying) so here's my answer to you Mum...The Passion? Ohh, it's Definitely there...definitely..but the camera, it's like Limit-ing my Full Potential like blocking it, i can do so much better. u talked about me being ungrateful, well i agree and disagree in some parts :P But, u know i used this camera( about 7months and 19 days) and to it's Full use...so much so that, the camera features can't reach or cope with me as i progress more into my photography, like finding out new ways to use (F-stop/ShutterSpeed) for "this and that" techniques, and also don't forget that day in Mid Valley...i just showed u what camera your boss was using and then you had that ' whatever-i-don't-care attitude" " you even said ' aiya ask Jeremy to sell to you his camera and let him upgrade..it's like you don't care about me or my Passion..and your my mum?' yeah so anyways, this post is not about asking u to get me a new Camera, like i told u im saving my money...and i just Hope that YOU understand what i'm trying to say....

Tagged!

Eh! sorry Phui Yan! i didn't do your tag..woops =( So yeah i got Tagged by Phui Yan! one of my OBS buddies! :D


Here goes:



1. What is your favourite food?

SUSHI! Lam mee, chicken rice and Wan tan mee!

2. Have you given your first kiss away?

Yeah = /

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?

Blog Buddies? hmm Sean, Juss and Carolyn :D

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?

Badminton Court :D

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?

the dream would be, i finally get My EOS 400D, a few lenses, shooting my Best Friend's Wedding :)

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

of course!

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?

Friends and Family

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

Hmm..I'd probably would :p

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.

Pretty :p A good friend :D and a very Fun person to be with!

11. What's the one thing you like about yourself?

umm... My Legs =P

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?

2-Faced and people who have the ' whatever ' attitude

13. What is your ambition?

at the moment, 2 paths. A career in Badminton..meaning I represent Malaysia :) and being a Wedding Photographer...or Freelancer or Studio? haven't made up my mind in that Field yet..

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?

keep quiet :D

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

My friends and the Camera im saving for :P

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?

hmm, don't think so.

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.

fun! fun! fun!

18. What will you do when someone faints in front of you?

OOH! if she's a girl and if she's Damn hot! i would just do that mouth-to-mouth thing! haha

19. What makes you different?

I'm unbelievably shy, when it comes to girls :D

20. When is your birthday?

October 23rd

Okay! since it's my first time doing this kinda thing..i wanna tag some people, Hmm

Carolyn Juss Sean Lewis Kay jen and Hans!

i kena molested..

Ok...so i kena Molested by my dear cousin Sean..meaning, i gotta write 8 things
4 things I Love and
4 things I Hate


So, here goes:

1. I Love Badminton! This is my passion! i must say this game is one of God's MOST-MOST chun-est creation ever!

2. I'm In LOVE with Photography! i just looove taking pictures! but not of me la :p things that catch my attention..it's also my other passion!

3. I Love Sushi! omg...Unagi, the Tempura stuff, Chilled Soba, Miso soup! :D

4. I Love Jazz! yeah i know guys, i have weird musci tastes :S but once, you all listen to it like really listen, i'm sure you guys will appreciate it too :)

Hate? Hmm...

1. I HATE people who use the word " whatever " when they answer a question, i just get really annoyed..it's like another way of using ' fuck lah, i don't care '

2. I HATE being alone. like going to the Mall or doing something..i can't stand myself : / i need to be with someone =S

3. I HATE blood! i seriously cannot look at blood..but i won't faint la, i just sakit kepala.

4. I HATE watching,listening and reading Ghost Stories/Movies! i hate hate hate hate! like that movie 13 ghost! omg that one scary la..i couldn't sleep for like a month! 0_0 when i take a bathe i have to open the door! heh.. :P







so yeah that's all! hmm i don't think im gonna tag anyone.. =D


bye..

2008? whatever..

How i wish i could be like that Angel, so peaceful, so Happy. But nope, I can't. Today was a good day 'Till break time...Joce told me she's leavin to Aus on July. my Day went from Good to F*cked. I Mean Carolyn and Kathy left is already bad enough and it's like a great big heart-ache. But now JOCELYN?! Now Julian and Me left.... and i thought this year would be a good start u know, me Joce and Julian....but no......WHY











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